I really feel like giving up.
I got my faith back and lost it once again.
I doubt i can get it back again.
It really seems impossible.
So much done, yet so many mistakes.
So much effort put in, yet so little progress.
So much dedication, yet it is not sufficient.
So little time, so much to do.
So much expectations, yet so little hope.
I felt sucidal.
When everyone is at a lost, God please help us.
10th feb - will be remembered.