"Please submit the essay to Mr David Kwang by 10th July 2006 4pm"
...that was something like the note at the bottom of the piece of paper.
So i planned, and wrote...and planned, and wrote. Finally finished it like 10minutes before 4pm and handed it up, i wrote more than arthur who finished it in like the first period after given the questions, but less than M.K who wrote 4pages? Yes, but i think its still okay.
But why do i always feel that i'm fighting a hopeless battle? Very commonly, i would believe in majority, majority wins as we say. That is exactly wad is going on now i guess, many sec4s think negatively of me, few think otherwise as it seems. But why? I was told i unwittingly offend ppl, but then, i rarely even talk to them! How could such a disaster happen when i try to place myself in such a neutral position! Well...i hate to be in it, but these matters are probably politics. Am i too young to handle such matters? I'm not sure, but i think i should since the real world is a matter of politics and starting from now would do me some good maybe. So i'll just continue wad i normally do, or at least correcting the bad things i do, and also get myself mentally prepared when i'm told what i dont want to listen to.
The survival of the fittest, yes indeed, but i'm risking other things such as my studies, i hope this shit blows away soon, get me out of this mess for ****'s sake.
Today i fucked the chairman, coz i was pissed at his crazy attitude the past few days and today especially. But then, i guess i shouldnt haf done so, it wasnt my usual self either, i should haf understood his feelings and stopped provoking him. Sorry Matthew.
Thats all for now, everyone stay healthy and take care!