I'm standing on the edge. Stepping up 2005, another wish perhaps? But a less desired one. I just hope people dont make wrong decisions, the right person for the right job, so i'll pray hard they make the right decision, no matter what the outcome i think i should respect it. The top 4 all have strengths and weaknesses, nobody is perfect. They're all qualified so i guess the rest is mainly up to the scouters and the sec4s to decide.
Speech day is coming up so damn soon, so soon that i'm quite blur exactly when it is, a scout is always prepared, so i shall do it later. So now i know where i stand, yes i do, and my main competitor is someone who has much better skills than me, still people say i must have confident, its true...i must fight with him to get what i want.
Life is tough though, and i'm seeing the obstacles, why was i so rude in the past? why didnt i go the extra extra mile during pltc? But then its over isnt it? Crap, but it sucks coz i just cant forget about the past. The brain...the mind...the memories of things which i shouldnt remember.
Still, there are many happy memories, ahh here goes...
Stepping up 2005, my wish (: