Ok heres a quick post- I think in order for me to be better, currently i have to have the ability to motivate my men and be more sensitive sometimes. Why? Ability to motivate is because i realise how helpless i am when my peers slack around and i cant scold them or punish them when they are moving so slowly when given a task, so i guess if i am able to motivate them effectively, it would be great. Next, if i am more sensitive, i wouldnt upset my peers. Today, i unintentionally hurt someone emotionally when i carelessly insulted him indirectly in front of a group of our peers. It was only until after the incident when someone told me that the person i insulted looks sad and told me that i'm in a wrong and i should apologise then did i reflect and regretted saying such stuff. So i guess in the first place if i was more sensitive, such stuff wouldnt happen. Hopefully his ok now, and hopefully he'll still treat me ok.
Anyway i heard about my mentors for PLTC. So depressing, i was hoping to have better mentors i know so i could communicate better. Sigh, Arthur got my currently most wanted mentor, really upsetting. And Arthur is probably my main competitor. Life is tough, life is like that, hopefully i can accept things as the way it is and look on the brighter side. Yeah, its much brighter on the other side of life, it sure is. (: