332I'm getting depressed and deprived. why? cause of being totally in a new learning environment. maybe its me...or maybe its because sec3 is like that i dont know...but i just know i'm starting to hate it alot. 15 scholars out of 34 pupils in 332 is really making me deprived coz i have hardly anyone to talk to. i'm sitted in a corner (register no. i'm always the last, 34). beside me is a scholar...dam extra *sigh* but very helpful...diagonally across aldric. nothing to say abt that...his from 208, but everyone hates him. behind me is someone from taiwan or china i think. speaks very little, heard his 17 so maybe i'll have difficulties talking to him coz of his age, and height too.Besides that, every teacher who steps into the class talks abt expectations from us. WTH LA! earlier know i become stupid-ier go to 321. And every teacher ask us to read up on our own, and study on our own. I'm forced to being depressed now, turning into some nerd shit. i think i'm trying my best to slack off my homework for now...its kinda like piling up. Reading and reading and reading always...haish. must blog or play dota to destress at least. Lastly, i think it was really dumb to end up in the front class. i wonder whether it works like this: if u're smart, u get less gd teachers, to at least maintain ur standard in ur studies. if u're not so smart, or stupid, u get excellent teachers to make u smarter. i guess so. !@#$ la...i want malcom wong for geo...i want wang wen for chinese...i want raymond wong for chem...i want surhan for chem...(some names spelt wrongly =/) and lastly, i want someone who speaks louder and do not use the fricking dam microphone thingy. Thank God i got a btr maths and E.H teacher, and also an interesting chinese teacher. not to mention physics teacher (:Thats abt it. i'll stop whining in a moment and work harder. once i get used to it, if i ever.